I Would Be Dead

I'm living in heaven
But my life became hell
It leads me no where
And my days turns to black

Everything is so rosy
Covering truth with a lie
But my heart is in pain
Drowning in my own vein

It's edge of compromises
and living a dual life
This breaks me apart
With my fallen tears

I know everyone loves me
For What I am
And I know no one would love me
For What I am

Would take a step ahead
But afraid of being disowned
Give me strength to take it
Or I would be dead
I would be dead.

Be My Life

O love
Be my life
and give peace to my soul

Wanna feel spring with you
when everything is so wide n green
wanna hold your hands
when u see into my eyes and sing.

Wanna feel winter with you
when everything is so milky and chilled
wanna be in your arms
when you see the moon and breath.

Wanna feel summer with you
when everything turns so sour and dry
wanna stand besides
when you see the sun in the blue sky.

Wanna feel fall with you
when everything is so brown and right
wanna fly high
when you see me pure and delight.

I Never Said

I never said you should say YES
but grief should be there,
saying No

Fate didn't indulge me enough
some fun should be there,
that i wished

Don't leave me in discord
that I have to say,
I owe punishment

I Wished your love with simplicity
didn't know
it should be with creativity

World is so crucial with me
a place should there,
to nurture my love

I never said you should say YES
but grief should be there,
saying No

I'm lost in the world I know

I'm lost in the world I know
on caravan with my love

Deceiving eyes
and I left all alone
didn't recognized
a Heart that i known

Eternal darkness
and I felt like scream loud
didn't realized
there's a blindfold around

Invisible lies
and my soul got trapped
have no regrets
at last I can rest
at last I can rest...

Love & Life

Human nature is so unpredictable, and so as life. So many essences complete one's life, and Love adds flavors in that. Love turns life so spontaneous as the blooming of flowers, the chirping of birds or the raining from cloud. Love is always carefree and hence never worries about the future course. It glorifies life to its fullest extent.

Being In love is so ironic, and World seems so different so beautiful one can't imagine. Love spurs new beginning, hopes and new perception towards life.

Sometimes there comes a moment in life when one doubts on his love, just by influence of so-called worldly-wise things. Hence one spoils the graceful spirit of his love. This is why one have to maintain the tempo of love thought out his life.

I have never been in love but I'm sure I'll find my paradise one day.

The Day Before I Die

I wanna live one more life
The day before I die
Wanna have wings
To fly high in the sky

Thing driving me insane
Blood dripping out of my veins
Dahaka is standing here but
I wanna live one more life
The day before I die

I wanna meet my friends
To feel pleased by their sense
Will say Goodbye to them but
I wanna live one more life
The day before I die

I wanna hold your hand once
To feel my love inside your soul
And I wrote ma death note, but
Wanna live one more life
The day before I die...
The day before I die...

Addicted to Darkness

Noisy silence is everywhere
Fear of life like death, is everywhere

I'm searching myself in a mirror
and afraid of being lost in loneliness

Betrayal holds me
Wanna keep promises
far away from me

Don't wanna see light in my world
I'm addicted to darkness,
I'm addicted to darkness....

No One Wanted My Demons

Besides you, my love
I shan't find another
who'll give peace to my soul
and indulge me
I have gone and seen it all
there wasn't any difference
they all had some condition
some asked for my time
some were fascinated with my face
some demanded my fidelity
none wanted my demons
besides you
no one else wanted my demons
besides you, no one else..
no one else...

LOVE BY CHANCE

In life, some things happen without our prior knowledge, without any action or contribution on our part. Other things, happen with our active participation in process. Love in this sense is unique placed to be blessed with the best of both worlds!

So often one attracted to someone or take a liking to specific individuals without knowing anything about them at all and many a time not even realize the very process itself. Perhaps that's the reason why it always misconstrued as "blind love".

Someone said "Love is fool's paradise"... I'll say yes. It may be, but it is the only paradise we know around. Where every sense is high lighten and every emotion is magnified.

No one can prevent, least of all, oneself, from this so-called 'falling love'; it is but a sheer chance and better accepted that way only.

Namaste