Love Lost … by Fate.

Falling in love is a sheer chance that anyone may experience in their lifetime only once. I never dreamt of falling for someone, but eventually; I did, and man oh man; what a feeling! Heaven on this earth, I must say. Every morning was light and every night was an intense dream of being loved. But someone up in the sky has written my fate with dripping blood of an arch-devil. I strongly believe in this, and why shouldn’t I, when my heaven has fallen and I have lost my love?

Every moment I knew I’m deeply, madly and passionately in LOVE but I never realized depth of my love until I lost it. Words cannot express the grief I feel. Open wounds on my heart which kill me inside. I’m losing hope, waiting for my return to heaven with my love and this fear plagues me day-by-day.

And now, first light of my day has no charm. Nights are filled with dead dreams. Every sense is shattered and every emotion is terrifying. The graceful spirit of my love is lost.

LOST LOVE … by FATE.

Colors

I have seen many colors
But today each seems different
Someone brought me them
For what I always dream

My world was Black
Until you came along
I always craved for light
Which you brought along

My world turns into White
By the grace of an Angel
His wisdom helps guide me
And my soul is at peace

My world turns into Blue
By full moon in dark night
It’s shade of all my dreams
Sparkles through magic stars

My world turns into Green
With pure love that is serene
Singing with bliss in the breeze
Make me feel so good within

My world turns into Red
With blush of my silent smile
Filled my life with lots of love
Blow my mind to my surprise

My world is so colorful
Which is indulge my soul
Especially Red and White
Cherish me with Love and Smile

Silent Smile

It's 4 in the morning
but i couldn't sleep
I'm missing my silent smile
and thoughts are so deep.

The talks, the laughs and those hugs
never thought, I could be so pleased
looking at your smile and your eyes
my world seems so beautiful and so right.

The sun, the sea and the white sand
I wonder if u were here to walk besides
I began to see and now understand
loving someone could be this fine.

My world was serene like a dark night
you brought me harmony and bright light
your smile spreads a gentle breeze
and give me one more reason to live.

I Would Be Dead

I'm living in heaven
But my life became hell
It leads me no where
And my days turns to black

Everything is so rosy
Covering truth with a lie
But my heart is in pain
Drowning in my own vein

It's edge of compromises
and living a dual life
This breaks me apart
With my fallen tears

I know everyone loves me
For What I am
And I know no one would love me
For What I am

Would take a step ahead
But afraid of being disowned
Give me strength to take it
Or I would be dead
I would be dead.

Be My Life

O love
Be my life
and give peace to my soul

Wanna feel spring with you
when everything is so wide n green
wanna hold your hands
when u see into my eyes and sing.

Wanna feel winter with you
when everything is so milky and chilled
wanna be in your arms
when you see the moon and breath.

Wanna feel summer with you
when everything turns so sour and dry
wanna stand besides
when you see the sun in the blue sky.

Wanna feel fall with you
when everything is so brown and right
wanna fly high
when you see me pure and delight.

I Never Said

I never said you should say YES
but grief should be there,
saying No

Fate didn't indulge me enough
some fun should be there,
that i wished

Don't leave me in discord
that I have to say,
I owe punishment

I Wished your love with simplicity
didn't know
it should be with creativity

World is so crucial with me
a place should there,
to nurture my love

I never said you should say YES
but grief should be there,
saying No

I'm lost in the world I know

I'm lost in the world I know
on caravan with my love

Deceiving eyes
and I left all alone
didn't recognized
a Heart that i known

Eternal darkness
and I felt like scream loud
didn't realized
there's a blindfold around

Invisible lies
and my soul got trapped
have no regrets
at last I can rest
at last I can rest...