Letters to Juliet

It’s Juliet’s house in VERONA. A wall of courtyard always covered in envelopes and letters. People with broken heart come to Juliet seeking for some answers.

Claire wrote a letter to Juliet in 1951 when she was 15.

            I didn't go to him, Juliet. I didn't go to Alfonso. I was on holiday with my parents; he was a local boy, he picked grapes at a vineyard. It was his eyes. I still remember the first time those eyes found me. My parents would never approve so we made plans to run away. We were supposed to meet at that vineyard but when the time came, I couldn't bring myself to go. My parents and I returned to London the next morning. I'm so afraid.  I fear the only thing worse than not being with him would be knowing he doesn't want to be with me.

Please, tell me what to do.

With love,

Claire Smith.

After 57 long years Claire received a letter all the way from VERONA. It was an answer from Juliet and this letter changed everything for Claire.

         'What' and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening as words come. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: ‘What if?'…

I don't know how your story ended. But I know that if what you felt then was love - true love - then it's never too late. If it was true then why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart...

I don't know what a love like that feels like... a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for... but I'd like to believe if I ever felt it. I'd have the courage to seize it. I hope you had the courage to seize it, Claire. And if you didn't, I hope one day that you will.

Juliet

I so wish, this turns out to be TRUE for me. All I have is a HOPE.

Why ???

It’s been more than 300 days now but my mind, my thoughts, my soul and my dreams are still looking forward to have your presence. Life doesn’t stops for anyone but the will to live may. I am a live, moving on but life and happiness are gone. Ma soul is still standing and waiting at same road, at same point where I was left behind. Ever since that day, I keep asking my self only one question - “Why?” and guess what, I never found the answer which gives more pain and suffering.

Everyday is a new fight with emotions and everyday I keep fighting like a knight. I wish end of this fight I don’t have strength anymore. I’m afraid of loosing it, afraid of loosing myself.

Power of Love

Love has the supreme power and superlative energy to carry each and every burden in the world on its humble shoulders without any grumble. It is pleasant in every aspect. Nothing in this world possesses strength to break beautiful spirit of Love. But Love possesses power to destroy you and your spirit in its own ways. It may question your existence in this world. If you have an answer, you may survive and if you don’t have it, you may rest in peace.

Broken Soul

Human soul is venerable, impermanent but stronger then you know and more valuable than you can imagine. So when you love someone from your soul and not only form your heart, life seems so beautiful and perfect. you know your life is safe in someone’s hands; that feels so great, so deep.

Such an extreme feeling but deadly in it’s own ways when it comes to separation. Broken shards of your heart kills you day-by-day. Nothing seems so right around. Keep asking yourself “Why?” make it worst than anything. It breaks your soul in pieces and leave scars on your heart. What hurts the most is when you scream out loud and no one holds your hands. Eternal pain and loneliness becomes your companion. Broken soul part you away in every sense and question raise of your existence.

Goodbye...

No more cry, No more Fear
My time has come, time to set me free
Reaper is here and he came to save me
Save me from myself, save me from my misery

I’m broken enough, enough of pain
Life didn’t pleased me, may be death will
If you care, do one thing for me
Celebrate my freedom, celebrate my peace

I’m stealing a moment before closing my eyes
And it’s time to share my final Goodbye
I never wanted anything to end this way
but my fate left nothing for me to say

So let me go, and let me count on my death
Say Goodbye, I’m taking my last breath

Rest In Peace

I’m broken so beautifully that

I lost inside a dream within a dream

Nobody can hear my roar

Nothing is what it seems any more

My patience is fading, my happiness almost gone

I keep trying to get out of this hole

But it pokes thousand thorns on my soul

My flesh is burning, burning in pain

Having scars on me and bleeding veins

I’m fighting the battle, which I can’t win

I want someone to help me

I want reaper to help me

Take away my soul and every part of me.

Help me and let me Rest in Peace.

Let me Rest in Peace.....

All Alone

When you love someone you give away your soul to the person you love, and that person means everything to you. I mean EVERYTHING. You develop kind of unsaid understanding. This understanding becomes your desire for one and love becomes stronger and passionate like it was never before. All emotions and acts are focused on your love one. Life becomes one and so as dreams.

But what if you have to let go your dreams? What if you have to let go you love?

How it changes you is what matters the most. To make this choice sounds easy, but to live with it, is difficult beyond worst you can imagine. The grief of separation is equally strong as bliss of love. So you wonder what happened. Were you were wrong? Such questions keep buzzing your mind. These unanswered questions kill your soul slowly, day-by-day, moment after moment and situation becomes worst. Something bad happens when it starts to change individual. Something happens inside you. You might find it difficult to smile again, to trust again, being vulnerable again. You’ll get disconnected with the world around you. Something changes you so badly and leaves you ALL ALONE at the edge of this world.

All Alone...

Love Lost … by Fate.

Falling in love is a sheer chance that anyone may experience in their lifetime only once. I never dreamt of falling for someone, but eventually; I did, and man oh man; what a feeling! Heaven on this earth, I must say. Every morning was light and every night was an intense dream of being loved. But someone up in the sky has written my fate with dripping blood of an arch-devil. I strongly believe in this, and why shouldn’t I, when my heaven has fallen and I have lost my love?

Every moment I knew I’m deeply, madly and passionately in LOVE but I never realized depth of my love until I lost it. Words cannot express the grief I feel. Open wounds on my heart which kill me inside. I’m losing hope, waiting for my return to heaven with my love and this fear plagues me day-by-day.

And now, first light of my day has no charm. Nights are filled with dead dreams. Every sense is shattered and every emotion is terrifying. The graceful spirit of my love is lost.

LOST LOVE … by FATE.

Colors

I have seen many colors
But today each seems different
Someone brought me them
For what I always dream

My world was Black
Until you came along
I always craved for light
Which you brought along

My world turns into White
By the grace of an Angel
His wisdom helps guide me
And my soul is at peace

My world turns into Blue
By full moon in dark night
It’s shade of all my dreams
Sparkles through magic stars

My world turns into Green
With pure love that is serene
Singing with bliss in the breeze
Make me feel so good within

My world turns into Red
With blush of my silent smile
Filled my life with lots of love
Blow my mind to my surprise

My world is so colorful
Which is indulge my soul
Especially Red and White
Cherish me with Love and Smile

Silent Smile

It's 4 in the morning
but i couldn't sleep
I'm missing my silent smile
and thoughts are so deep.

The talks, the laughs and those hugs
never thought, I could be so pleased
looking at your smile and your eyes
my world seems so beautiful and so right.

The sun, the sea and the white sand
I wonder if u were here to walk besides
I began to see and now understand
loving someone could be this fine.

My world was serene like a dark night
you brought me harmony and bright light
your smile spreads a gentle breeze
and give me one more reason to live.

I Would Be Dead

I'm living in heaven
But my life became hell
It leads me no where
And my days turns to black

Everything is so rosy
Covering truth with a lie
But my heart is in pain
Drowning in my own vein

It's edge of compromises
and living a dual life
This breaks me apart
With my fallen tears

I know everyone loves me
For What I am
And I know no one would love me
For What I am

Would take a step ahead
But afraid of being disowned
Give me strength to take it
Or I would be dead
I would be dead.

Be My Life

O love
Be my life
and give peace to my soul

Wanna feel spring with you
when everything is so wide n green
wanna hold your hands
when u see into my eyes and sing.

Wanna feel winter with you
when everything is so milky and chilled
wanna be in your arms
when you see the moon and breath.

Wanna feel summer with you
when everything turns so sour and dry
wanna stand besides
when you see the sun in the blue sky.

Wanna feel fall with you
when everything is so brown and right
wanna fly high
when you see me pure and delight.

I Never Said

I never said you should say YES
but grief should be there,
saying No

Fate didn't indulge me enough
some fun should be there,
that i wished

Don't leave me in discord
that I have to say,
I owe punishment

I Wished your love with simplicity
didn't know
it should be with creativity

World is so crucial with me
a place should there,
to nurture my love

I never said you should say YES
but grief should be there,
saying No

I'm lost in the world I know

I'm lost in the world I know
on caravan with my love

Deceiving eyes
and I left all alone
didn't recognized
a Heart that i known

Eternal darkness
and I felt like scream loud
didn't realized
there's a blindfold around

Invisible lies
and my soul got trapped
have no regrets
at last I can rest
at last I can rest...

Love & Life

Human nature is so unpredictable, and so as life. So many essences complete one's life, and Love adds flavors in that. Love turns life so spontaneous as the blooming of flowers, the chirping of birds or the raining from cloud. Love is always carefree and hence never worries about the future course. It glorifies life to its fullest extent.

Being In love is so ironic, and World seems so different so beautiful one can't imagine. Love spurs new beginning, hopes and new perception towards life.

Sometimes there comes a moment in life when one doubts on his love, just by influence of so-called worldly-wise things. Hence one spoils the graceful spirit of his love. This is why one have to maintain the tempo of love thought out his life.

I have never been in love but I'm sure I'll find my paradise one day.

The Day Before I Die

I wanna live one more life
The day before I die
Wanna have wings
To fly high in the sky

Thing driving me insane
Blood dripping out of my veins
Dahaka is standing here but
I wanna live one more life
The day before I die

I wanna meet my friends
To feel pleased by their sense
Will say Goodbye to them but
I wanna live one more life
The day before I die

I wanna hold your hand once
To feel my love inside your soul
And I wrote ma death note, but
Wanna live one more life
The day before I die...
The day before I die...

Addicted to Darkness

Noisy silence is everywhere
Fear of life like death, is everywhere

I'm searching myself in a mirror
and afraid of being lost in loneliness

Betrayal holds me
Wanna keep promises
far away from me

Don't wanna see light in my world
I'm addicted to darkness,
I'm addicted to darkness....

No One Wanted My Demons

Besides you, my love
I shan't find another
who'll give peace to my soul
and indulge me
I have gone and seen it all
there wasn't any difference
they all had some condition
some asked for my time
some were fascinated with my face
some demanded my fidelity
none wanted my demons
besides you
no one else wanted my demons
besides you, no one else..
no one else...

LOVE BY CHANCE

In life, some things happen without our prior knowledge, without any action or contribution on our part. Other things, happen with our active participation in process. Love in this sense is unique placed to be blessed with the best of both worlds!

So often one attracted to someone or take a liking to specific individuals without knowing anything about them at all and many a time not even realize the very process itself. Perhaps that's the reason why it always misconstrued as "blind love".

Someone said "Love is fool's paradise"... I'll say yes. It may be, but it is the only paradise we know around. Where every sense is high lighten and every emotion is magnified.

No one can prevent, least of all, oneself, from this so-called 'falling love'; it is but a sheer chance and better accepted that way only.

Namaste